Okay so I know no one ever reads these but I am feeling the need to vent.....

I'm not feeling well today... not in the sick sense.. just like emotionally off. I was totally fine this morning but now... maybe it's because I have to go to work in an hour and I haven't gotten anything done all day. >_>

I just feel like i don't want to do anything. It's not like that's uncommon for a Friday but I have soo much that I have to do. I have two essays for next week plus a test on thursday. I have only written 1262/50000 words for nanowrimo and there is only 17 days remaining. I'm also getting stressed by aer.. which shouldn't be stressing me out at all T_T It's just that.. I waanted to give the animator's who had given up on their own fanimes a chance to complete a full project, after all it seems like nobody lasts more than one or two episodes. I'm starting to think that this project is not going to work.. it's a bit of a downer. I wish I could get this to work out but I guess that it's just too complicated.. So now I don't know what I'm going to do. so it makes me kinda depressed.

Also, I feel kind of lonely lately.. Maybe it's because I have nobody to talk to all day long? I miss the friends I had in high school because I am too shy to make new ones.. and the ones I did make are my class buddies and I would feel weird hanging out. I like talkin to people online not in real life... and that also makes me depressed.


Well that's enough ranting for now...

Hopefully I will feel better later.

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